The New Diet is Going Pretty Well.

Although I'm not really seeing much change on the scale, I'm sticking to it pretty well.

Yesterday I had a Lot of broccoli and hummus. I had an apple and some vegetable soup that I made with green tea all day.

Today I thought I was going to break because I was not in the mood for any of those foods and our banana's were too ripe for my liking. BUT! I didn't. I had an orange this morning( I didn't know we had any lol) and then I had a lot of tomatoes. They were diced up with a bit of tomato puree. Delicious. I also had some green beans as well. I've had a glass of orange juice but mostly I've been drinking green tea.

I see my boyfriend tonight. He'll be getting off work, but alwell. It will be okay. I don't know how long we'll have together, but I don't get to see him again until Thursday. Then the next day will probably be New Year's Eve.

I really hope that I can at least make it down to 130 by then. I want that so badly. I know I only have a few days, but still.

My plan is do the cleanse until Thursday night. Then take laxatives that night to really cleanse everything out, paired with a fast on Friday that will run through Saturday. Then I'll be doing some drinking on Saturday, so I'll need something on my stomach. My plan is to eat two slices of reduced calorie whole wheat bread at 6-6:30pm.

Oh! I also wanted to say that I've found calorie-free Caesar salad dressing! I'm super eager to try it.

Have a good week losing for New Year's you guys!

A Time to Myself and to Update.. Finally.

My boyfriend is down for the holidays so I havent been home much at all. Him, working, and sleeping have consumed all my time. So I'm very sorry for my absent comments on all your blogs. I haven't lost really anything.

I weighed 133.6 yesterday morning. It's hard to eat like I want when I'm around him.

Yesterday I didn't eat anything until that night. I'm at my dads and my stepmom cooked so I had to eat some. But tomorrow I'm not eating anything until about 5:30. I'll eat a whole bag of broccoli with some hummus just before I have Christmas dinner with my dads side of the family. It's easier here because thy are at work until about that time. Maybe I'll be full enough to stick to low calorie stuff like green beans and maybe a couple deviled eggs. No roll and only calorie free drinks. No dessert.

This morning I weighed 133.2. Not much of a difference. Tomorrow I have to get up and go home and then to work. So tomorrow will be a fast of green tea and maybe a few diet soda's.

Then on Christmas I have a dinner with my moms side of the family and my boyfriends after that. I'm going to do the same as today. Right before I'll eat a lot of broccoli with some hummus and then eat as little as possible at the dinner. I don't think we'll be actually having dinner at my boyfriends. I think it will be more or less just opening presents. But still, no eating there.. At all. And that's my plan.

Surely by New Years I can be at least 130. Maybe even in the 120's. I'd be ecstatic if I was 129 or lower on New Years.

The week between Christmas and New Years will be a lot of light eating and never eating after 4pm. I think I'm going to do this cleanse. The rules are you only eat frozen, raw, or steamed fruits and vegetables and nothing else. You can drink water, juice, and green or herbal tea. That's it. Not too hard I don't think.

Anyway, I'm updating this on my phone and it is extremely difficult to comment on blogs. So tomorrow night or maybe tonight after everyone goes to sleep, I'll catch up on you guys' blogs. Again sorry for my absence.

Progress Pictures.

This morning I weighed 134. That's a pretty good improvement at least.

I don't really have much to say today. I don't have anything to do today until 4. That's when I go to work.

However, as promised the measurements and progress pictures. My measurements will be updated on the "About My Body" tab.

.. My pictures. They're still pretty bad..

So Things Didn't Go As Planned.

This morning I woke up and broke down and I weighed myself. However, to my surprise this weekends calories had been kind because I weigh 135.2 now. (Which is the weight on the box of my scale!) So I am now equal. =)

My fast was going good I was able to concentrate on school work, but I didn't have my last class today. So instead of being at home for about an hour and a half, I've had to be here for about double that. About an hour ago I broke and ate.. I've had 80 calories from a drink and at most 396 calories from food.. In one hour I devoured That much.. 476 total..

I'm not eating for the rest of the day though. I have to work from 4-9 and I'm going straight to bed afterwards. No kitchen temptations..

I've recently tied a piece of string around my waist to show me results and keep me from eating too much at one time. I got this idea from a fellow blogger.

I will post all that challenge stuff tomorrow morning though.

Thinspo.

I wish I could look this small a fragile..

Tiny

Beautiful

Small

Porcelain

Fragile

Lovely

Thin

Lithe

These are all characteristics that I want to obtain.

Her name is Nadia Esra.. She's my ultimate thinspo.

I'm Back.. Finally.

So I went to my boyfriend's house this weekend and I had the most amazing weekend with him. I love him so much it's unreal. I honestly can't think of anyone that would suit me better.

However, I was running so late Friday morning I didn't get to weigh myself for the challenge nor does my boyfriend own a scale.. Soo.. needless to say I have no idea how much I weigh right now, but it really can't be good.

I did have an amazing time at his house. It was just him and I with no roommate(he left Friday right after I got there to go to Oklahoma and took the computer. lol) So it was Just us. Haha but since it was Just us we stayed at the house most of the time and watched movies and… cooked. lol I've eaten so much more this weekend than what I would have it's crazy.

I know the Challenge says I should weigh myself and post it today… But I'm not going to. I'm fasting tomorrow and I'm thinking of some laxatives tonight before bed. Tuesday morning, I will get up, weigh myself, measure myself, and take a few progress pictures of myself as well. Then I will post it all. So really I'm just moving everything back a day. I'll be back on track Tuesday!

Anyway, I have to go to work! My fast started about an hour ago. I'm not eating again until Tuesday.

Some thinspo.

Update:

I've typed up the rules for the Winter Challenge. These are mostly the same rules everyone else is going by, but I've changed them up just a bit because of various reasons like: I'm a vegetarian so no meat doesn't have to be a rule, I want to be a bit stricter on how many calories over the limit a day qualifies for a fast the next, I don't have time to exercise but I have a pretty strenuous job to make up for it, and the cheat days have been shortened with more details on the rules. Anyway, here it is! =)

Winter Challenge 2011.

So Sunshinechild has started this new diet challenge called The Winter Challenge 2011 and I have joined it. It would be great if anyone who hasn't joined already would join! The more the merrier!
To get the rules go to her blog. ^_^

But! to my quick weigh in I weighed 135.4 this morning. I just want to say, for those of you who have been reading for a while, that is so close to the weight on the front of my scale box! I have felt so horrible about the number on my scale box being smaller than my number. But 135.2 is so close to my weight and I hope by the end of this week I can be lower than that number!

Some thinspo. ^_^